AVOIDANCE - Intellectual

[Chorus: YAUX]

Ashy air never goes away

Every time I care, they never seem to stay

Can't see through my glare, that's your first mistake

I always seem to stop and wonder where I came from

Why the fuck am I so scarred right when the day is done?

Biggest fear is when I'm gone, I'm just another one

You made me scared of you, I don't know how to react

You made me fear myself, I'm lookin' behind my back

I learned from my mistakes, I always dwell on the past

I wish that things were different, now I feel I cannot relax

Dark halls, after all, I can't remember the fall

What you told me after dark, I sat and stared at the wall

A part of me was gone, then I was finally done with it all

A sweet release, they call it, "Death," a voice just gave me the call

Sittin' in the dark, released right from the start

You hurt me bad, but, yes, I know that I did play a part

So let's just please restart, we haven't grown too far

You're sick inside your head, I'll reach inside your fuckin' heart

And I don't know how to talk to you

But the stars are tellin' me we have another chance