I only ask for help from my one master

I'm on a train, it's breezing down Doncaster

If I controlled it I wouldn't have even gone faster

Fake checking up to tell me what they want after

These ain't no OT trips

If you know me since

You would know these lonely journeys be my only fix

In this world we're flyting in the hope we live

On the wing or on the ground is where the homies live

The gutter ain't nothing like Bali

I had a lot on my mind I wasn't in the party

13 gеtting ready for school

Damn I'm thinking it's the milk man I'm fighting fedеrali

Kicking it down while I'm holding the door

So why you think I'm never satisfied and trying to do more

The place we're raised in conditioned us to be poor

So trying to break her at a cycle means I had to perform

That's why trauma turn me to a top performer

What I seen is sufficient I don't need a supporter

We got nothing in common because I'm from the corner

They got me second guessing marriage but I want a daughter

They gave me monologues I'm used to those

They change in character that's when I do oppose

I've made user flows giving years to a point divide

Knowing what the future holds

I'm confessing

But the truth is I really be stressing

They found solace when I started addressing depression

Even though you're better than me let me teach a lesson

Consumers of sins ain't recipients of blessings

Legislations did opposite of awaken

I love the Lord my heart is pure but happiness was shaken

I blame it on my rebellious ways

And those little tricks orchestrated by my inner Satan

On the pursuit of becoming successful

You reach your pockets tapping searching for money for petrol

They're slightly talking down on, you feeling dreadful

Since when is saying respectfully made it respectful

We're overthinking if they really feel us

Overthinking if they really feel you

We hate the people who were sent to heal us

So don't hurt the person who was sent to heal you

The mosque ain't a club for the pious and it's a hospital for the sinners

You took a flight memorized a couple lines but you came back looking down on beginners

Why these sinners judging sinners just for sinning different?

My brother's carrying the thoughts like he loving ellipsis

The brothers looking at him telling him what is this

Without applying real character to learning scriptures

So when he speak he don't follow

Nah, he's trying to see box like hollow

He tried to jump on his Dean until they hurt him

So he's back to life rolling with five take away Curtis

And us no Jackson living

And I know a brother who aren't involved but now he's Anglo Saxon living

One man up and if that thought he jammed and took long

Is 22 in like two times a foot long

Is fully on road licks he kept licking

He wasn't kissing the trap he kept hitting

His life like the crypto market why is that

Cuz he bought the dip and the dip kept dipping

But listen have you ever tried to show the guys a different way

It's like talking about traps star in the time of feelers

It's like getting in America without them visas

It's like speaking perpetually to them disbelievers

This is my ex of Jesus I don't believe it's Jesus

That's looking out for me and saving me from all these fevers

They're trying to give me teasers I seen a bunch of divas

Really think I give a damn about the features

It's a FM Hindi I need the sun in me

Cuz I've been falling off and sinning man I feel it in me

You want a remind to all the people inspired

By I'm listening to imash he up in Paris

Cuz my Quran is not special so I'm in a trap of the

I know it's real but they don't practice what they preach

Even know they know the deal Shan really got me boxed in

You ever wonder what life's like in a holy field

Going abroad parents thinking it's radical

But little do they know I need a cure this geographical

Man is tyrannical adab so tragical

You lost a brother and you thinking it was magical

Why the hell you going through another mus

You should be studying a

I'm trying to be a and a so I pray that I'm

Gred where you been PhD in sin

Busy in the mosque that's where I should have been

Instead I got rap in some type of cling

I've done it all my heart don't feel a thing

Different type of risk who wasn't M

Deception covered like a bit

Dean connection stronger I really wish

I'm feeling empty fulfillment I'm trying to fish

New levels new devils I'm having different type of problems

Carbon fiber ain't enough I'm asking for more options

Told him my first car was going to be crazy

And I shocked them that boyi who levels up

That should have stopped him

I remember days when I couldn't pay the B

I'm flicking through specs like a filthy fell playlist

That M is so digital I ain't seen no face lips

One the extraordinary version with a facei

Knew I had it in me always knew that I'll be the kid outright

McLaren told him take the out the dealership

Now these people want to hit me up because they see the whip

Old people stressing like why did I leave the kid

Ambitious to the max I've always been about it

If I see a thing I want why read about it

I never had nothing the people to doubt it

I put in working for my future while you dream about it

Flexing like they comfy but they knee deep

Oh for the likes and the retweets yeah

I ain't never had a warm summer

So when you see me at the top I'm that new check the stats up

Putting work for this depressed close to selling work for this

I'm my flaw can't tell me about working soon ha

Say you rem ain't work for it

But that's only cuz they never want to work for them

When to pay the boss work for this

So tell me what kind of work is this

Cuz you say you're independent but you work for is

Listen look I've been through the highs and the lows

I just learned to make money from the highs and the lows

I wasn't too M should I invest or buy clothes

I just chose to invest gave Mama them high hopes

Say listen we think we're living but what's life

Struggling for rent that's the reason we must drive

Rejecting me car dropped out and graduated

They closed the doors on me now I get it in plus size life

Money doesn't determine your worth

But it changes those around you man I tell you it works

Spend a day with me and see the definition of work

I show you how to get it monthly like it's clown reverse

They listen trying not to get dropless

All on this page no dissolving emotions when I'm afraid

It's okay I'm living in harmony with the rain

And metaphorically reflects those nights I felt pain

That's why I can't see it for what it is

Instead of dreading weather conditions I find it bliss

Whether they get your life conditions and how it is

Never get too busy making a living forget and live

I'm the determine you can't deter mind or deter me

Keep a close eye on your circle bro see if they worthy

You always had it in mind to help the situation

It just makes you question when they asking for 70 30

Like what the hell did you do how the hell is it fair

Where were you in the start you present not there

You just held on to the rope cuz you knew it was near

Busy playing hide when I was at my lowest with tears

Now welcome to the saga vengeance

How you feeling so entitled with the deadest attendance

Now they know this is too late to try and make a moment

So your cod defendant does you dirty for a chain imp pendant

Unmanageable nobody managed me

I got to get there's hope for man's family

But life's hard environment so raggedy

Friends turn into dealers their hopes turn into fallacies

Kicked out of college twice life didn't work for me

Kicked out a uni went back dropped university

I was at my lowest getting universal credit

Now to give me credit universally all in God's time

Ambitious from nursery days I waited oners

Dropped university started a university

Now my days props three years of university

Really praying for my generation the more the problems the more for into meditation

It's by default as hum as we turn to medication

Before confiding in a solver of our situation

The compass tells me my success is that certain direction

If I prostrate five times I reap the protection

I learned a lot of lessons in my adolescence

Now I'm back with visiting lessons that subtracting my blessings

It's crazy I'm back to square one

Cuz when he need a short at life nobody will square one

Some people force it don't want to leave me alone

So one day I might reply to one the next day I'll air one

The worldwide web have me losing my conscience

To me so on entity social media is nonsense

Recognition and temporary applauses

What happened to the days we will sacrifice and for realrecognition and temporary applauses

What happened to the days we will sacrifice and for real causes

N they don't make him like that anymore

They come half heart the next to living plenty more

Just to make a buckle with sweeping them floors

Pray I see the day I push a button to open them doors

We shy away from hard labor to keep up an image

Cuz influences switch a camera on and make it killing

Look at the way our people are living

I wrot a letter to drive hoping it keeps us driven

And me I find it embarrassing

That our glow revolves around comparison

That's my humble opinion let's focus on our children and cement in this Dominion

But look to my Bros and rollers keep it real

You're not happy I know you're Savage with a tech not Tech savy

But if we unite and keep it real stop trying to pretend

We should all be getting dividends not dividing ends

Let your circumstances be your Fu not petrol

Cuz nothing comes close when you're ambitious perpetual

And when you make it get back to the poor I meant it

But it's like we don't do this from the heart no more we want incentives

The average millionaire 62 for your big dreams

But we're depressed cuz we don't see success as young teens

A thousand times 1 thousand times how many times

I lost myself I had no Direction like August 2015

We battling please let's not even try Pretend

You Found Me lost and guided but I lost myself again

My mentals on a fence so I'm wondering wondering

What will the Angels be lifting up their pent

I pray the most high blesses my life but I'm a wrongdoer

Maybe one day I'mma get it right I need to Broad my horizons and really diversify

If I don't get it in my sleep I'm going to work until I die