Back then, I wish that I'd just cheat

That's because I knew you was just going to leave

I love you but I know that you don't love me

It's Christmas and the only snow is on my teeth

We made sure that its time to believe

But you dug a hole and our love is under 6 feet

If I had a chance, would you ever repeat?

I'll just be a memory that you'll just delete

Oh please just keep

And I can't sleep

I pop a bean

I'll sing you to sleep

And I'm fucked up

I'm doing these drugs

Baby, chewing my nuts

And I'm all in her guts

And I can't tell

Are we going to hеll

I'm just dying to yell

'Cause I'm under a spеll

She a witchcraft shawty

Ain't no way I repel

I been asking for help

'Cause my mental unwell

If you ever wanted me

I'ma do my best so you are pleased

I been trying, baby can't you see

I know I'm fucked up, but I won't repeat

All the shit I did for you

But you will never see