Revenge is something dear to my heart

Yeah

Revenge is something dear to me

To me

Revenge is the cause of my pain and my feelings

Revenge is the cause of all of this hidden

Hidden truth between the lies

I see the truth inside your eyes

How many times will i have to rewrite this verse

For the pain to come out of the words

You tell me its not true

But staying with you seems like its for the worse

I know

I make promises and break trust

So how would you feel if i gave up

How would you go through a bad night

How would you get through a break up

How would you feel if i gave up

How would you feel if i faked love

I said how in the past tense

But right now isn't made up

What about all those times

I saw pain in your eyes

You wanna leave anyway

You know i can’t say goodbye

I need shoulders to lean on

I need someone to bleed on

Just in case i bleed out

I need you to help me respawn

Shoulders

I know you were never sober

All i ever needed was

A pair of shoulders to lean on

The truth inside the pain id caused

Every night tho i had lost

Lost the time

Imagine prophecies

From the one above

You told me that it was a business

There was no relation in it

But how am i supposed to feel

When you come and try to end it

We all have our own issues

We got issues

Yes i get it

You had terms and i got with it

We share friends who share some friends

Who want a piece of the truth and it

Feels like i can do nothing it

Hurts my feelings like i hate this

All the chills and all the children

All the feels and all the feelings

Would you please come and get them

Worshiped you like my religion

That's abandoned

Where's my answers

Met my grandpa

Yeah he passed

He had cancer

I came from humble beginnings

And i hate it when your winning

Cause i become the victim

And you lose all of your feelings

And i punch the wall

Until it shatters the ceiling

So i feel so tall like i’m walking on stilts

So let me take them off

What was the cost

Of all of the pain that we caused

Is it karma coming back to bite our behind

Was it even really our fault

I could say yes or nah

But my

Issues add up and i count down the list

All i can do is frown at it again

Because i know what it means when you truly sin

My heart it just likes to blow in the wind

So as long as i pretend

And as long as i live

Ill tell you the truth about everything then

Im not even who i say i am and that's to the end

Let me say it like i did

All over again

All over again

I said

Im not how i seem and that's

Just till the end

Now let me say it like i did all over again

My heart is exactly how it feels to sin

All it does is just blow around in the wind