nevermind

By Xzay

On redemption

Released on January 1, 2020

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I know your gone

Nevermind the plans we had

All the times you leave

All the days that's good and bad

I don't love you anymore

How many times will i say that

How many times will i say

Nevermind

You say we go through the same pain

But we don't

The only thing that i do is make mistakes

And don't admit that their my fault

I get why you wouldn't like me

I'm really emotional

And i take everything for granted

And i ran out of your chances and man

Has it taken its toll

I swear all the time now i'm lonely and full of regret

I wear a smile underneath it there's depth

Sometimes i see happy

Being happy is a concept

And i'm really surprised that I'm not gone yet

And i'm definitely offset from the crowd

That i'm always letting down

And my spotlight hasn't turned on yet

I feel like a convict

My mind isn't all it seems

Its like a level i haven't unlocked yet

(i don't love you anymore)

(i don't love you anymore)

(i don't love you anymore)

(because you complained)

(and now my hearts sore)

So maybe i don't love you anymore

Its not like that's something admit

Cause deep down inside

My heart is like

Just a deep abyss

And it goes on forever

That's all my love

It never receives affection

So my resurrection always comes from above

You can't understand me and i see why right now

Abandoned is a problem that i face right now

If i say i love you

You'd be like how

And that's the main thing that's stressing me out

And ill ive ever done is let you down

Second chances are off the list right now

But ill apologize at least for the slightest chance that you'll forgive me right now

I don't love you anymore

I don't love you anymore

I don't love you anymore

Cause you complained and now my hearts sore

I don't love you anymore

How many times will i change my mind

I can't make up my mind

I just say

Nevermind