Hey, it's a brand new day, I step out of bed with thoughts ima head. I don't vibe them negative energies no, positive prayers I pray everyday

Thee fears and tremors I gat, *gat*.. Am I gonna make it or not? It's haunting.. Telling myself I gat this, yeah, with a look in thee mirror, daunting

Staying 24/7 gazing at quotes about change and life, nothing is amusing, tryna be thee best of my myself, nothing is working.. Putting everything still pushing

Thoughts ima head they keep on reflecting, can't stay away, they keep on deflecting. Wanna do this, do that, it's failing, irritating yeah.. Frustrating! Yo!

Please don't judge me, curse me, scold me.. just tryna find my way, comprehend me

Gat thee zeal, faith and trust in Christ, am gonna make it, even though you doubt me

Pack up my sorrows, envy and guilty, drop them on thee cross that's my duty

That's not a loss, asking forgiveness daily is ma duty

Don't say am crazy, my mind is a maze with no way out, am sinking and rising, am failing and flying, am. Am Loving and hating, am laughing and crying, am bleeding inside

Am planning stop, am plan know, but how? when am failing to know.? Sometimes I can't, realize, analyze, My life, my plans are buried in snow

Thee feeling of living is never relieving, no.. when stuff is falling apart

I tell you that everything is possible you say no, just have to rip that doubt off your heart

Rewriting my lyrics, am stepping on your critics

Am working oma thoughts, Am stepping on your feelings

Am standing on thee truth, you faulting my lyrics

Am chasing my dreams, yo! look at my academics

You can't decrypt my thoughts no, you can't Ioniz my thoughts too. Too much knowledge you cannot afford, too much energy you cannot contain

Am screwing my bots, am screwing them back I just wanna fix myself no luck. Everybody wanna be awesome, tefyo? nobody wanna be wack not so?

Thee struggle is real, but am gonna make it no big deal, pushing myself to extremities everyday gat a great zeal. Brainstorming everyday raps I kill. I never give up, don't know about you? why tryna bring me down, why so blue?

Thee world is crazy, but I like what I do. I don't feel ashamed coz I know we're few

But I can assure you, doors gonna open up, blessings gonna drop down, you won't gonna shut them down. Levels gonna rise way up!

This is thee journey, yeah! this is thee start

Hold thee phone? did you really think that am alone? No

Gat myself and my clone, contemplating, contemplating

I tell myself I gala atone for all thee sins that I did, am I feeling that right? Yep! loud n clear ima bones

Am at a point in life where I gat no choice but strangle thee deviI on throat

You can't blame a guy for trying can you? Nope! Thee feeling is mutual

Thee mind of a crazy guy never takes failure or demise for a choice no

But takes struggle everyday as lecture while tryna make one good choice everyday

Change is vital, change is a choice that one can make to improve their title

Believe it or not, that's true. Speaking for my true hommies, don't worry I gatchu