Released on December 7, 2018

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[Chorus]

I remember I had walked home that day, content with all my misery

Told myself it'd get better, no clue what there was next for me

Remember there was people, walkin', talkin' in the distance

I was dressed for winter weather, but the summer rays were kissin' me

I, I was lost


[Verse 1]

So I took a different path; in the distance, he awaited me

Had no weapon, I'm guessin' his hands were just enough for me

Was no question, I'm guessin' he laughed just at the sight of me

I was lost


[Chorus]

I remember I had walked home that day, content with all my misery

Told myself it'd get better, no clue what there was next for me

Remember there was people, walkin', talkin' in the distance

I was dressed for winter weather, but the summer rays were kissin' me

I, I was lost


[Verse 2]

And there he was, his presence was alarming

As he approached, was casual, we talked 'bout self-harmin'

He told me, "Kid, you shouldn't be walkin' on your own"

He smiled and laughed and pat my back

He asked, "How far are you from home?"

I said, "Maybe thirty minutes"

His frequency distorted quick, I seen it in his image

I should've run right fuckin' there, a—


[Instrumental Interlude]


[Verse 3]

You ever woke up on a train track with no motherfuckin' clothes on?

Death before your eyes, you prayin' to God, but ain't no response

Tryna scream for hope, just a shoulder that you can lean on

But ain't nobody comin', so you scream on and scream on and scream on

While this evil fuck laugh at you

Train gettin' closer, you still surprised that he battered you

Tears fallin' harder and harder, minutes get minuscule

Coulda had a son or a daughter, now what you finna do?

You finna die here on this train track

'Cause clearly after death, ain't no way you can find your way back

Thinkin' 'bout your previous memories, goin' way back

All them fuckin' dreams 'bout a diamond chain and a Maybach

Now your time finally up

Ask yourself this final question, is you goin' down or up?

Recollectin' all the moments that you never gave a fuck

Now it's here, death has now arrived, time's finally up