[Chorus]
I hear your name… I hear your name… I hear your name in my sleep
I hear your name… I hear your name…
I hear your name… I hear your name… and it’s not just me
[Verse 1]
Because the same people who listen to my songs
Are the same people who know their rights from wrongs
And I know
You're mad
You're bitter
Because you hate to see it
When you see a smaller artist that is better than you get better
Over shadow this man, man I'm out of your shadow
Man that is a tough spot to gеt out of
And man you're beat
You're battеred
And you'd say something like "I'd take another pill just to feel like I'm healing"
I say I'mma do it again because I'm feeling like I'm supposed to feel when I'm sick because I feel every time I take another step
Life comes back and stabs me in the back because I owed it a favor
I digged me some deep wholes
Thinking you the shit
Man I was a fan of you
How you gonna switch up on a fan who wanted to grow up to be a man just like you
All because I made a song about you, wasn't even a diss, you just took it personally
And if that wasn't personal enough
I'm gonna take it from 1 to a hunnid
Because I be damned if they call my bluff
Talking all that shit about cutting me to pieces
I'd like to see you try me
I know I took a shot
Or two
Or three
At you
But still
Got a closet of ammunition
And a brain full of dark thoughts
So take your shot
But when you aim
You better not miss
[Verse 2]
Tried to crack the code
What the hell did they see?
Was it somethin' in your words?
Or somethin' wrong with me?
Filled up with questions
Crossed out every line that sounded too rehearsed or too flat
Truth is, I was writin' with passion and obsessions
That one day I'd be a hero
You know about that though
Don't you?
Hero
[Verse 3]
Then one night someone said
Said, "put a target on your head"
Few months later you dissed me
So I must have your attention
And I must have gotten to you hero
I learned
If they never know your name make 'em know your scars too
Stop buildin' your career around somebody else's
So I started rewritin' verses 'til I couldn't find a limit
Every missed show, every "no," every door that never moved
Turned into another reason I got nothin' left to prove
I quit refreshin' pages tryin' to count somebody else's praise
Every crossed-out line was another version of me that couldn't keep up
That's the only body I ever had to bury
[Chorus]
I hear your name… I hear your name… I hear your name in my sleep
I hear your name… I hear your name…
I hear your name… I hear your name… and it’s not just me
[Verse 4]
I remember postin' tracks and watchin' nothin' move
Same fuckin five views, same people tellin' me to choose
"You ain't built for this,"
Yeah
I heard that one too many times
Three if you count myself
I didn't believe
Everybody got advice when they never lived it
I wrote through bad days, anger, bills, and stress
Now they ask me how I rap like this...
I wrote, that's it
[Verse 5]
Then it hit me
You never locked me in that room
I built the walls
Every comparison
Every refresh
Another nail in the coffin
I kept callin' it motivation...
It was addiction
Back in the basement, battlin' bad habits, backstabbers, backlash
Black backpack packed with bad drafts, I would trash half
Fit facts in six stacks, mismatch, but on the mic
I still snapped
Twistin' my feelings 'til i had to tell the truth
Bitin' the bullet
That was supposed to be a headshot
I aimed mine and I called it a deadshot
Had beef with myself
Every sentence a symptom
Then I saw you was the enemy
I guess we settled it then
[Verse 6]
They said, "Slow down."
I sped up with the stress
Head full of echoes
No head full of rest
Wrote what I couldn't get out of my head
Click after click, but the clicks never clicked
Picked every pick apart, sick of the script
Tripped on my pride
Then I tightened the grip
Built from the breaks that were meant to make me quit
Now when I step in the booth
I carry the cuts that hurt me the most
If they remember my name, let it be for the truth
Not 'cause I sounded like somebody...
I sounded like proof
[Verse 7]
They be telling me it's fire
They sound like judgment
Every number on the screen looked bigger in my eyes
Started studyin' your cadence, started hatin' what I'd write
If it didn't sound "important," I'd erase it every night
Read my old notebooks like they came from someone else
Wrote "You'll never make it" so much I memorized the spell
And that's part of the reason I wrote so well
Funny thing about obsession—how easily it convinces
Makes out progress while it looks like ambition
[Verse 8]
I'd finish one whole verse, then compare it to your worst
Never gave myself a chance, always gave myself the curse
That's why to me
Nothin' that I mad ever felt complete
I was trippin over my feet
And this same curse will destroy every rapper in my way because the same way it hurt me, it'll do worse to you
[Chorus]
I hear your name… I hear your name… I hear your name in my sleep
I hear your name… I hear your name…
I hear your name… I hear your name… and it’s not just me