I am here after all this time

Still so much to see

Draw a line, take a step back

Where else would I be?

Just one push and then I'm away

Such a unique individual

Always seeing the pros and cons

But I’m still here stuck in the middle

I know adventures are all passing by

And there's more to this I know

So many ways to go

But when it gets a hold of me

I just can't see another way to go

Well, I’ve been searching for something for so long

But when I feel it in my heart it ain't right

So let the pendulum swing

Don't think I will ever, no I'll never find it

So come on and I'll take you to my default status

I know that it's me but I just cannot enter the circle

Well what can I do, when it's my turn to choose

But when I cannot believe my mind?

Instead of making the time should I forfeit, retry?

Because it's wrecking my heart inside and I just don’t know

Should I try or just let go?

Should I try or just let go?

Searching for something for so long

But when I feel it in my heart it ain’t right

So let the pendulum swing

I don't think I will ever, no I’ll never find it

So come on

And I'll take you to my default

Searching for something for so long

But when I feel it in my heart it ain't right

So let the pendulum swing

So I don't think I will ever, no I’ll never find it

So come on

And I'll take you to my default status