[Verse 1: xona]
They're after the tone of my voice (Okay)
And everything fades in a void
Arguments happened, I'm annoyed (Oy-oy-oyed)
She's calling for con— (–Trol, I'll avoid), –void
I-I-I can't feel nothing no more
They tell me I'm so quiet, make some noise
Can't think straight, I don't feel safe
Stuck in my old ways, I don't feel okay
[Verse 2: reesoo]
(reesoo)
I cry it out, I hate myself
Feel like I'm in Hell, I wanna kill myself
I wanna leave this place
I'm fucking up in every way
Don't wanna be this way
Honestly, just fucking leave
(Just fucking leave)
[Verse 3: heylog]
(heylog)
Walk into a crowd, now I'm stressеd
High pulse, I ain't feeling the best
Swеar all these people overwhelm me
Why nobody take me seriously?
Got no place to run (No)
Step inside a room and ruin the fun
Haven't spoke to you in months
Honestly, I forget we ever loved
[Verse 4: hovis]
I don't know how I'm feeling
I'm tryna be the hero, they call me the villain
I got a lot of cards I'm dealing
Testing my luck, adrenaline, I'm tryna feel it
And when I tell them all my issues they don't care at all
Trapped in a maze I can't escape, tryna maneuver through walls
My life is changing for the worst, I don't even pick up your calls
Wanna be on top of this shit, but I know I'm just gonna fall
And I always lose myself at the start of the day
I wake up, go to sleep, do it all over again
I wanna change shit now, but I think it's too late
Had opportunities I missed, and now I'm sad in the face
And now they said I'm done, gotta turn a new leaf
I never found myself, now I'm lost and asleep
A lot of promises I made, I don't think that I can keep
This shit is way too shallow, I wish that it was deep
[Verse 5: yves]
(It's motherfuckin' moodyriley)
You always get inside my head
I'm always fucked up off the meds
You don't ever take the time to think about me
Yeah, you gon' call me up and say that you can't live without me
Yeah, take that back, can't take that back
This shits so fucked, it hurts my head
Take me away, faceless all day
I hate this place and what you say
[Verse 6: quannnic]
It's dark where I'm at
Everywhere I go, you follow
Can't see, it's all black, looks like I'm never coming home
And I'm not a perfect example
I always go where you can't go
Why can't you leave me alone?
I swear I'm fine on my own
[Verse 7: comet]
Don't know what to feel and I don't know what to touch
I don't do not know shit, yeah, I don't know what's love
So I put a bullet in my brain, so that I don't give a fuck
And like I never got no time, I'll never show love
She wanna fuck me, she wanna fuck with the fucking crew
And I got diamonds on my neck like, bitch, I'm chasin' loot
When I pop this pill, I swear I do not see you
And all my niggas are some lions like we belong in the zoo
[Verse 8: vil synth]
Controlling everything around me, just how I want it to be
Caught me screamin' in a pillow while I struggle to breathe
I know you wanna get back, but can we take it slow and not move too fast?
I gotta, split face, and I'm seeing it through the glass
And my room is misplaced, the floor is covered in trash
And everything, it turn to black
You say you love me or not, couldn't wait to get backstabbed
[Verse 9: uglysneaker]
I'm behind her ass
While she lay there and call me dad
No, God, I don't like that
I'm high as fuck off gas
I'm craving for nicotine
Fuck about yellow teeth
Tar in my lungs
Cough out my fucking gut
[Verse 10: VALERii]
And they playing like it's okay
I know, I know, we gon' be straight
And you stuck in my dumb brain
Yeah, I know you can't change, so I complain
Said I'm going down the wrong way
Used to want you to talk about the heartache
And I never thought we'd part ways
Tryna get up out of here (Without a damn trace)
Slit my wrist while I sit in bed
Shave my head and start again
I can't help, I lost my friends
Start all over, try again
Stuck inside, like, where's the end?
They copy me they follow trends
I boost my self up out of there
And I'll be gone without a care
[Outro]
(Oh my God)
(xona)