astray - Intellectual

[Chorus: xona]

And I can't feel myself

I always put my head down

Maybe if my guilt

Can put me to rest now

And I don't know what's wrong

But staring at this wall

Makes feel nothing at—

All

I'm staring at my phone

I hate when I'm alone

I hate when I'm alone

Ain't no one in my home

They still ain't got my code

Ain't no one in my zone

Just leave me here alone

You gone, I want some more

And everything I try makes it so complex

What did I expect? What did I expect?

Lately, everything's hurting me and can not find a sign

Maybe if I tried, maybe if I tried

So the time flies by and it kills me slow

Yeah, it kills me slow, nothing to show

Fascinating how I love everything about you

But you don't know me, yeah, you don't know me

I've been gone, it's okay though

I've been stuck in a grave, oh

You say leave, I stay though

I'm alive all because

I've been dealing with myself

In my head, I go unnoticed

I've been dealing with you