Brownout

By Xmas Emo

On Emo Phase

Released on March 22, 2020

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Part 1


[Hook]

My love, i'm only here for the sex now

Your ride, that just ain't nothing to flex 'bout

I run every time i get found out

I want all of the power like a brownout


[Verse 1]

My bitch don't love me no more, no

She taking off in the morning

I said we making it work, but

She said i'm making it worse, so i'm gone

See my mama getting (Shot) like a fawn

Say i pay like way too much, i'm a blonde

Cause i was afraid of her, like a bomb, ay

Gotta find another home, like i lived in Pompeii

(Like i lived in Pompeii)

Only kept me round for sex, and when she was lonely

Only kept me round for-kept me round for-lonely


[Hook]

My love, i'm only here for the sex now

Your ride, that just ain't nothing to flex 'bout

I run every time i get found out

I want all of the power like a brownout

Part 2


[Verse]

Why do you accept me? i'm a heel like Giuseppe

With 12 in every stat if i'm playing d&d&d&

DM me if you got the answer why i got backup dancers

When I'm not deserving of Persian rugs when i'm hurting

I don't understand why you choose me to see your movies with

All of my best qualities badly copied from cooler kids

My voice wack, looks, my jokes are not funny

Why you hanging with the kid who young, stupid, and ugly?

Hair's from Good Will, my mind is from the Dollar Tree

I feel like the things that i got say "don't acknowledge me"

It's poverty, i belong in Hell, and i don't get it

When you say i'm wrong and i belong in heaven

Flirting with Death, i got her number in my memory banks

Skirt off i guess, i'm taking off and she'll forget me, thanks

Dirt on my hands, it's from the shovel i keep cause i don't like me

So no, i don't take complimentses lightly


[Outro]

I hold myself to these standards, I don't know why

I pull myself out of the water before i drown

I hold myself higher and higher every day

I'll hang up there once it's high enough

Goodbye, then, forever