Can't believe it's hard to see that all that lies you said to me, were right behind your teeth

Like how do you even sleep?

We went through it every week

But it was hard to grasp it, it was deep

I fell to the bottom but now i'm out in the open sea

It's kinda crazy thinking that you'd be the one who would save me

But really you're the one that locked me out and threw away the key

Yeah but i hope that you miss it

I gave you my all but you was just different

I hate that i spent it, my time is just precious

You cheated and now you looking real helpless

I stay fighting with this depression

You said you'd fixed it and you were my ending

But actions speak louder than words and you're good at pretending

I type these words out but they won't be sending

Like yeah

I thought that we had it but you said that we lost it

You stuck like a cold and ill never stop coughing

Like i was a problem that wasn't worth solving

Tell me, how often

Did you

Think about the end

Did you think about all of the time we would spend

Mix that shit with lying and it'll never start to blend

All those words you promised but you never really meant

Like damn

I thought you were trusting

But now that i see that you lusting

The taste that you left in my mouth is disgusting

It's nothing

It's nothing

You had all the cards

But you started bluffing

I guess it was really too rough

I guess it was really too much

But when we were riding we kicked up the dust

And now i'm the one left to clean the shit up

Deep in my thoughts i take all of this personal

You had my heart but you made me feel vulnerable

You cut me deep, too deep for the surgical

And now that i'm healing ill never be merciful

You left me standing all alone in the rain

Did you think that it would wash away all the pain

But fuck what you did yeah ill never be the same

Ill set all these memories that i have of you to flame