clean break - Intellectual

Verse 1:

Dear heart you’re a bitch

You’re the worst of them

I carry the weight

Live in the filth

That you put me in

Don’t need excuses

Or apologies

Dear heart i’m a mess

That’s why it’s hard to leave

(hold this shit too dearly I know)

It’s definitely all my fault but fuck that

I don’t need impulse control

(hold this shit too dearly I know)

I start spiral this cycle is getting old

This cycle is getting old

Hook:

This lie, this love, this life

Maybe next year will be better

I hope that’s right

Fall in love and

Pull the triggеr if you act right

The bar is hell

See I know how to pick em but I nеver pick myself

Put love on a pedestal logic just gets shelved

I’ve been chasing dragons fleeting feelings

Never there

In this moment indecisive make believe I never cared

Feeling angry then i-

Bridge:

Just like that the moment died

Every word gets lost to time

Guess it wasn’t worth the dive

I think i’ve been better

Verse 2:

Just me need to open up

Half pint half fool half empty cup (okay)

Called tha bitch a grinch face now my heart has shrunk

My faith already pancaked I don’t need a crush

No song can be my penitence

I just try to stay composed like i’m Nobua

I’ve been having fantasies not the only one

Want to live inside your mind we don’t need to uh

I don’t know what love is

I just jump in eyes closed

All my trust I give

I ain’t scared to call it off

Is it too late if I did

They ask me what I want I don’t know

Never clicked

I’m split lying naked on the floor like i’m natalie

I’m sick and tired of runnin runnin runnin

No ones after me

I’m back on fucking shells

Am I supposed to do this happily

Again I am doing great

I think there’s something wrong with me