Released on October 30, 2020

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(chorus)

Ain’t It crazy

I hate myself it’s kind of funny

Only because I make mistakes

I am a dummy

They ask me how’d it get this way

But I’m so sorry

I don’t have the answers

You’ve got the wrong me

I am so GOTH

Get out the house

I wish we did this all the TIME

Talk in my ear

Tell me all your fears

You are so GOTH

Go off the hinges

I love these binges

How did it get that way

How did it end that way

(bridge)

When I pick up the pen

An emotional ride

When I open eyes

And I pick up the pen

See the beauty in life

See the doubt in your Eyes

Damn it I‘m not your friend

Or I would help you up

Oh it happened again

I don’t understand

It was all make believe

It was only pretend

(verse 1)

I was out

I was out then went back in but

Now I‘m out

Done chilling in the closet with my skeletons

Wait now the closet just follows me around uh

I don’t really know what that’s about but uh

At least can go out on a date

When I pick up the pen

I am taken away

I won’t see you tomorrow I’m leaving today

You still have an hour to tell me how you feel

That hour is over up up and away

My apartment building smells like Colorado

I don't mind it I need it sometimes

I feel so emotional out of my mind

A reason for living is hard—

(bridge)

When I pick up the pen

An emotional ride

When I open eyes and I pick up the pen

See the beauty in life

See the moments reprise

Damn it I‘m not your friend

Or I would help you up

Did it happened again

I don’t understand

It was all make believe

It was only pretend

(chorus)

Ain’t It crazy

I hate myself it’s kind of funny

Only because I make mistakes

I am a dummy

They ask me how’d it get this way

But I’m so sorry

I don’t have the answers

You’ve got the wrong me

I am so GOTH

Get out the house

I wish we did this all the TIME

Talk in my ear

Tell me all your fears

You are so GOTH

Go off the hinges

I love these binges

How did it get that way

How did it end that way

(verse 2)

We fly above the Hollow

Though I feel something rotten

Can you be my garden

Then I know I will blossom

(chorus)

Ain’t It crazy

I hate myself it’s kind of funny

Only because I make mistakes

I am a dummy

They ask me how’d it get this way

But I’m so sorry

I don’t have the answers

You have got the wrong me

I am so GOTH

Get out the house

I wish we did this all the TIME

Talk in my ear

Tell me all your fears

You are so GOTH

Go off the hinges

I love these binges

How did it get that way

How did it end that way

(bridge)

When I pick up the pen

An emotional ride

When I open eyes

And I pick up the pen

See the beauty in life

See the doubt in your Eyes

Damn it I‘m not your friend

Or I would help you up

Oh it happened again

I don’t understand

It was all make believe

Guess this is the end