Sleeper

By Xilla13

On JIRA

Released on October 19, 2018

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[Verse l: TEARDRXP]

Listen up

You can help me all you want

But it’s just not enough

I can't help myself alone though

I get so low, always solo

Lost it long ago,can't find

Feelings always intertwined

The architect of my mind

Has other plans to redesign

Sick of being so blind, to the pain

Wish i could just be erased

My mental state is irate

But just incase

Even if the slate was cleaned

I must go

I can barely fucking breathe

From below

Trapped underground in cold flames

If i go back it's to my old ways

Kill me now please im a monster

Shoot me down with tips so hollow

Lost my grip, please don't follow

Give no shits, im a shadow

Wallow in sorrow cause

All of you people are ravenous

Fuck you and your analysis

Living this life is a accident

I cannot fathom this world

As is it is full of challenges

Fighting this battle of sleep

I woke up to paralysis

Call me the catalyst

I am so sick of this

Never admit what my problem is

No time to reminisce

Lacking my oxygen

I think it's time to start panicking

Sick of the way that you handle shit

Never a pacifist, always be strangling

Fucking with me you end up as a manikin