All around me you surprise me

Everything is so clear and divine

Feel it crawling deep inside me

Am I still staring down that line?

Always say you'll be here with me

Drowning in pools of cyanide

This bleeding heart will never faze me

Numbness lies forever inside

October

The years they disappear

Remember

The end of days is near

Indecisive

I am blinded

Nothing's harder than being alive

All the hatrеd

Nothing's sacred

Felt so empty all of my lifе

Make me worry

So unhappy

Never wished that this pain would arise

Was I really even worth it?

Pushing all these memories aside

And I can't wait to hear them scream