Broken

By Xersize

Released on December 20, 2019

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[Verse 1]

A loss is a loss, but when it’s said and done

Losing you is a pain unlike anyone

Or anything I’ve ever felt in my nightmares

I’m all out of tears from facing my worst fears

I lived a life without you before I met you

You dragged me out of hell and all the torture I went through

You tended to my wounds, you made sure I felt safe

Blessed me with your grace, I was whole in your embrace

Looking at your face helped bring me back to life

From the brink of destruction, saw my future in your eyes

I never would have thought that I would come to see the day

When I would wake up in my bed just to see you walk away

We built a life from nothing, now it’s crumbling down

The walls holding me up are coming tumbling to the ground

I’m standing there alone in the ruins of my existence

My life is leaving with you out in the distance


[Chorus]

I’ve been down in hell, I can taste the ashes

You saved me from the torment of knowing all my past sins

Your love kept me floating, without you I’m sinking

Down at the bottom of the bottles I’m drinking

You kept me whole, without you I’m broken

You were my oxygen, without you I’m choking

You were the one, you made me better

You are my love, now and forever


[Verse 2]

I still see your face everywhere that I turn to

I knew that I was right when I said I don’t deserve you

But I never thought that it would end like this

I would kill for one more kiss

Give me just a minute, just a second with us

Let me rest my head in your lap, I can’t adjust

To life without you, I just miss being a duo

I don’t know what to do, I can hardly move so

I’m staring at the wall, trying not to break to pieces

But I’m already broken, there is no way to heal this

There is no way to fix this, you’re gone and I can’t take it

My pain was put to sleep, but this really did wake it

It’s worse than before you since I had you and lost you

The love of my life, I don’t know where you’ve gone to

I have no fight in me, can’t put up a resistance

Ever since I lost you, you’re gone in the distance


[Chorus]


[Verse 3]

Every night I dream of you and me together

My future in your hands, I can’t imagine nothing better

And every morning I wake up to see you’re not there

I’m haunted by your memory, it’s really not fair

How could you just leave me when I needed you the most?

You saved me like an angel, now I’m plagued by your ghost

I’m stuck with no hope and no light in my soul

I’m lonely and I’m cold and I’m losing control

You said we had a future together, what went wrong?

I did my best to give you everything all along

I did my best to show you that I love you every day

And yet it seems that my best wasn’t enough to make you stay

I guess I wasn’t good enough or maybe I just changed

To something that you didn’t want, now all I feel is pain

I guess our love was fleeting, I blinked and I missed it

And now we’re lost in space somewhere out in the distance


[Chorus]