Released on February 25, 2018

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[Verse 1]

Here we go on the move again/

And I'm tryna figure what I gotta do to win/

You playing games and it's strange cause when you with him/

I wanna pull a tech cause I noticed what he did/

I see the scars and the bruise on your face/

You say you wanna leave but he keep you for a taste/

And I'm tryna think of what I gotta do to break the space/

So I'm doing all I can to show you there's a better way/

It's no secret that he's making a move/

He gets drunk and fucked up and blames it all on you/

They get to arguing and yelling echoing through the room/

She tries to leave he cuts her off as he locking the tomb and then/

He goes for a swing/

She starts ducking as he gets to rubbing hands on her wings/

Eventually it escalates tryna make her sing/

And she love it but she thinking this ain't what I wanna be/

She just tryna go and get a degree/

And get her mind right but in hind sight she believe/

She ain't ever gonna do it cause the guy only brings/

Madness and chaos and killing her dreams and damn/

It gets crazier a whole month later/

He gone and she thinking no man is gonna date her/

She end up pill popping tryna go to her creator/

And thankfully angels in white robes came to save her/


[Bridge]

She probably thinking like/

She probably thinking right now/

Probably thinking right now/

She probably thinking like/

Probably thinking like/

Thinking this/


[Chorus]

Can I be saved?/

Do I gotta go through all the pain?/

Why I gotta go through this again?/

God why?/

Why I gotta try?/

Why I gotta be alive?/

Why you leave me here to play this game?/

Can I be saved?/

Can I be saved right now huh?/

Can I be saved?/


[Verse 2]

Some time goes by she's out of the hospital/

Memories came back nothing was hospitable/

While working on the side/

She's been looking for a guy/

That could heal the pain inside as she's wondering what did I do?/

She's only 22/

Her mom passed/

All she knew was abuse coming from her dad/

And she never had a clue about the love she had/

Losing trust in every relationship cause they treat her bad/

Only using her for sex getting cheated/

Mistreated turning to alcohol and smoking on the weekends/

With no one being there/

Treat her fair give amusement/

Looking through a barrel she's thinking/

What am I losing?/

So/

She gets a clip, puts it in/

Takes a look at the mirror with demons creeping in/

Puts it up to her brain with tears down her chin/

Slowly squeezing the trigger as she's meeting the end/