Killjoy

By Xelo

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[Intro]

Cry me a river

You called me a sinner

Was all our time a blur?


[Verse 1]

You were the same way people said you were

Perfect to those who can't see through the white lies

I thought that love would solve the problems

That I couldn't solve myself

Hard-wired in the brain to think it can't be anybody else

You never wronged me, even when you did

Because I held on harder things that couldn't еxist

Like the idea that you wеre all I needed

Every action fed the delusion

Until you couldn't anymore, what a storm you left ruined


[Chorus]

Hypocrisy, I adore

Had the audacity to call me yours

Wish you got pricked by my thorns before they withered

Only kept me for the thrill, so I let these flowers wilt


[Post-Chorus]

Mmm, I'll let these flowers wilt


[Verse 2]

Saw you in everyone

While I cried out for months that you were the best part of my life

I think I lost sight of all I loved, had me so damn indecisive

Saw you in everyone

Found this one girl walking by

She got the same mouth, and same lipstick

Are you even real or am I hallucinating?

Although I still don't know her name

I'm barley holding back my hate


[Chorus]

Hypocrisy, I adore

Had the audacity to call me yours

Wish you got pricked by my thorns before they withered

Only kept me for the thrill, so I let these flowers wilt

Hypocrisy, I adore

Had the audacity to call me yours

Wish you got pricked by my thorns before they withered

Only kept me for the thrill, so I let these flowers wilt


[Post-Chorus]

Mmm, I'll let these flowers wilt


[Bridge]

I was so innocent, the day you left behind the guy

Who couldn't see through white lies

Remember all those white lies you told me?

You'd be back by Sunday morning

I'm left mourning, lost for the first time

Thank you for the growth, but don't you know

You're such a saboteur

You never left my head, lasting impact till I'm dead

Thought that before she went blonde, fuck

I found the hole in my heart unfilled


[Pre-Chorus]

Only kept me for the thrill

So I'll let these flowers wilt

Won't fill that bucket list any time soon


[Chorus]

Hypocrisy, I adore

Had the audacity to call me yours

Wish you got pricked by my thorns before they withered

Only kept me for the thrill, so I let these flowers wilt


[Outro]

Stripped all my joy

With those eyes of void

Devil in a different font, I swear

Who'd knew I'd fall for something like this

I guess back then

I was so innocent, yeah

I was so innocent, yeah