Constructive Self Abandonment

By Xdium

On Rumination

Released on October 26, 2023

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[Chorus]

I shout at the moon when I feel

Deathly terrified of what's unknown

Of what's unknown, oh, oh-oh

Wake up in a panic

Yet lay frozen like a mannequin

But I'll learn how to handle it

Constructive self abandonment


[Verse]

Oh, I know what you're gonna say

"You just need some help" or maybe "Take a little break"

But when I get burnt out, I cannot stand my fucking face

So I'll just have to push on just to get me through the days


[Interlude]

And while you're jumping from one foot to the next, what is he doing?

He’s laughing his sick fucking ass off!

He’s a tight-ass, he’s a sadist

He’s an absentee landlord

Worship that? Never

Oh, oh, oh


[Chorus]

I shout at thе moon when I feel

Deathly terrifiеd of what's unknown

Of what's unknown, oh, oh-oh

Wake up in a panic

Yet lay frozen like a mannequin

But I'll learn how to handle it

Constructive self abandonment

I shout at the moon when I feel

Deathly terrified of what's unknown

Of what's unknown, oh, oh-oh

Wake up in a panic

Yet lay frozen like a mannequin

But I'll learn how to handle it

Constructive self abandonment