[Intro]
Test 1
Test 1, 2
Let's turn it up a little bit, how does that sound
Yeah I think that's good
Yeah, alright
[Verse]
Once again here I am
I bare my soul on a track
And tear what's holding me back down
Fear that nobody actually cares and I don't matter
My hopes shattered
I'm dope rapping to folks
That won't catch it with closed captions
I might as well grab the ink, write tracks
And express it, that's the writers purpose
I feel like my peers are so far ahead of me
But they swear that my bars are deadly
And it's sincere when they compliment me
And I still feel like they're tryna find ways
Just to tell me that I'm awful gently
But when I'm on the stage with all the eyes and ears
Of the audiences pointed at me all attently
I just deliver it so confidently
And it's as if I was born ready to kill a show
I love performing medleys of my own making
But I'm ashamed of my creations
But I feel like I'm just shy of greatness
But what kind of change and
Adjustments that I should make
I'm still struggling to find today
But everybody gotta find a way, right?
They never see the behind the scenes
Grind for weeks, months, years
Ink, blood, tears
Maybe I am the sickest of lyricists
Still I'm spinning a chrysalis
Until the wings come in
[Outro]
Yeah
I think I can leave it there, I like that
Xavflos starts to feel self conscious about himself and if the quality of music is actually good. But if he stays negative, he will lose the motivation to continue. Rapping is his gateway and his hobby out of doing nothing, so there is nothing he can do if he can’t rap.