This is what I want

I need him

I'm the string

A string he's pulling

Wound around

My heart so tightly

Hands of steel

He's stronger than me

When I sleep

I dream of leaving

Watch me breathing

Two eyes twitching

You can't save me, can't break free

I'm tied to him, can't you see?

I'm under control

Under his control

I got nowhere to go

He's deep in my bones

I'm under control

I've got nowhere to go

I'm so lonely

With, without him

Crave the rush

Each time he wants me

I pretend that

Things are changing

Why do I always defend him?

Wide awake

I think of leaving

Faster breathing

Will he find me?

You keep trying to help me leave

I'm tied to him, can't you see?

I'm under control

Under his control

I got nowhere to go

He's deep in my bones

I'm out of control

I've got nowhere to go

Tell myself

A hundred lies

He broke the vase

Bloodshot eyes

Tell myself

A hundred ways

I just need one

Leave today

I'm under control

I'm under control

I am ready to go

He's out of my bones

I'm under control

I am ready to go