Released on October 20, 2019

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(chorus)

This world makes me wanna sleep

And never wake up

Till I find out it's all a dream

My mind made it up

I always wanna hide

From the demons that lurk inside

I know they're all lies

My dreams are scaring me from my own mind

I'm terrified

(verse 1)

It's not the people that kill me

It's my own thoughts, they're hypnotizing

Sometimes I feel that my soul is chained down

And my heart is lost after being forced out

I tried to drown my own mind

But it's still alive

So the further it goes on I'll be numb inside

I know this world is waiting for me to die

But I wanna stay strong to change my life

To make these people wrong, to make them realize

I'm more than a puppet, they won't deny

I'm waiting for my time, waiting for my time

(chorus)

This world makes me wanna sleep

And never wake up

Till I find out it's all a dream

My mind made it up

I always wanna hide

From the demons that lurk inside

I know they're all lies

My dreams are scaring me from my own mind

I'm terrified, I'm terrified, I'm terrified

You cannot save, can you just save me!

I'm terrified, I'm terrified

(verse 2)

It's not okay, these people are blinding

Just cause I smile doesn't mean I'm happy

It just shows that for a moment in time

I felt alive

But I know that I've always felt a certain way

That no therapist or counselor could try to fix

I've been told before 'i don't know how to help you'

I don't know how to help me either

So what am I supposed to do?

What am I supposed to do?

(chorus)

This world makes me wanna sleep

And never wake up

Till I find out it's all a dream

My mind made it up

I always wanna hide

From the demons that lurk inside

I know they're all lies

My dreams are scaring me from my own mind

I'm terrified, I'm terrified, I'm terrified

You cannot save, can you just save me!

I'm terrified, I'm terrified

(verse 3)

I'm terrified, I'm numb inside

I've lost all my feelings

Can someone save me?

I'm terrified, I'm numb inside

It's all ending

No can save me!

I'm terrified, I'm terrified

I'm terrified