Released on July 3, 2019

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(chorus)

I let you in, you push me out

I rise you up, you let me down

You let me down

(verse 1)

We used to be best friends

But i guess that ends

It's not like we grew out of it

You said it's not fair

That i'm keeping you here

But i was never holding you back

I guess people say things when their mad

Then for a while you feel betrayed

By the ones you thought would've stayed

But time passes by

We ask ourselves why

Why we think about things and they stick to our minds

We want them to go away but you take it personally

Then none of us feel okay

The rain doesn't stop falling

And we just can't stop arguing

I mean really when will the sun be alive

The stars shine bright

The world has light it's not like it just disappeared

Well now their now here

I say probably it's a possibility

Oh no now i'm dying

Then you jump out the window calling yourself cold

Write a note saying you had to go

But nobody knows exactly where you had to be

You said you wanted to be with me

On the bridge one step away

You wanted to fly today

When your only going to fall but i want you to stand tall

Then it just repeats

(chorus)

I let you in, you push me out

I rise you up, you let me down

You let me down

(verse 2)

We can never make up our minds

We fight to be right but in the end wrong or right doesn't matter

We're only getting madder thats teens for ya

They give us advice they're never right

Yes always wrong, they don't solve our problems

So what's the point in lying

When all dad's doing is lying and mom's pretend crying

I'll just solve them on my own i always end up alone

You act like your proud and i did the right thing

The feeling of disappointment was found

But still no bell rings cause i'm failing all my classes

And there's nothing i'm passing

Too caught up in the drama and my friends minor traumas

Then it all just happens again

(chorus)

I let you in, you push me out

I rise you up, you let me down

You let me down

(verse 3)

This isn't who we're meant to be

We gotta grow up we gotta believe

But coming from me they don't take it seriously

I'm sorry are you alright

There's something messed up in our minds

And there's no cure for that we stand up tall and name fake facts

Times we don't regret till karma hit's us back

Adventures we won't forget

Everyone moves everyone lose

You and your friends won't stay forever

You and your boyfriend won't stay together

I'm trying to cope but i'm losing hope

Hanging on a bar ready to say nope

Some say dying is best some say dying is less

But who's there to believe, especially not me

I barely even talk to my own family

I may be thriving outside im surviving but inside im dying

Yes i'm still crying

Getting all the help all the help saying i'm fine but lying

I'm being nice as i pretend

But it never ends

(chorus)

I let you in, you push me out

I rise you up, you let me down

You let me down you let me down

You let me down

You let me down you let me down

You let me

I let you in

I push you out

I rise you up

But you let me down

You let me down you let me down

You let me down

You let me down you let me down

You let me down

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