Dying inside

By Xandyx

On brOKen

Released on December 20, 2018

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Verse 1]

Falling down

Hitting this ground

My hearts all out

Screams the loudest

But no one heard

I am unwanted

They tell me to die

But i try

They don't realize

I say goodbye

But they try to stop this lie

Thinking they know my head

Thinking they understand

But i have walked to long

And i have had hope too much

Im ready to give up


[verse 2; djdrako]

No one heard

Screaming like a bird

Hearts crushed

Trying to mush on

But to crushed

Hearts pounding

Bitches drowning

I’m drowning

Life's hell

No one wants me

They all lie

They say they know me

But they don't

They don’t know what goes on in my head

Been walking

Shit walked the whole 8 miles

Running out of hope

Shit the pope couldn't help me

I'm just fading

I wanna give up


[verse 3]

Im battling this war

I'm not winning now

Crossing seas

Hoping i drown

Waking up every morning

Wishing i didn't

Slice my throat

It looks like my arms

Feeling depressed for days

I've gone too far

Look into these eyes

You see this pain

I'm invisible

Wait your here

That's what they ask me

I’m like a rock

Nothing special

Blends in with everything

And it shadders

I am now gone


[verse 3 djdrako]

Life’s so hard

Got all these haters on me

Man i just wanna fade

Its like an endless war

Man i'll never win

Its tough

Having to wake up every morning

Man its tough

Sometimes i wish i could just fade away

To another world

I wish i didn’t wake up

Just can't live no more

Always depressed

Can't get no fucken rest

All these haters on me

Its hard

I just wanna fade away

Man fuck a slice a pizza

Just slice my throat

Now i'm dead

I hope ur happy