Released on December 12, 2018

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(Intro:) Ali Siddiq

...You're alright?

So I don’t... I don't take pills

Because you don't know what you taking

You don’t know what you taking

I'm all day GONE

You're not suppoused be somewhere

And can't say what happened the WHOLE WEEK

You're suppoused to be able to say the whole week of stuff

I go from... I miss wednesday, just let me say that

It's a wednesday in my life that I don't know WHAT went on

All I know I was SAFE

That ain't suppoused to happen to you

[Hook]:

I am your buddy follow me

Put the phone on snooze

Don’t be bothering

Them fool, leave thoughts alone

And stop your thinking, stops

Your crying too, you’re thinking

How could anything be important to me now

Watching gore don't get me scared no more

My brain is shrinking

But so is feeling

To Feeling incredible

There is no ceilings


[Verse 1]

...While I’m on you I feel deserving of the world

Inside, or maybe worlds deserves what I give in worth

Worse case I'd die while laying with you

Maybe picture'd last longer, you being my sitter

Inside this system

Sit this Maniac down

And read to me

My eyes are crossed... pleasure... imminent

History is easily my last favorite

I'm all about the future, for me

I hate to see you denegrated

Degenerate gambling on my semblance

Of relationships, maybe paper a couple hits

Splash like a cannonball with a twist

Water’s temperature fine so off we go

In a ditch, bitch please, I'm in the wind

Giving back to the breeze

I would give myself too

But Diamonds soothe a girl better than

A sedative would, wrecked like

Before the cameramen

But our fucking deterred

All the betterment

I never meant for that

I never

Said if all jumped from the bridge

Would you have jumped too?

I dunno, but all I know is everyone seems to

Be jumping down from you

Suicidal, so riches doesn't matter

Waning interests gets us craving for that matter

Inside my worlds, it's in the thoughts

You're in my control, connecting goes

Both ways like Frank Ocean pulling rope

I'll slow it down sometime

For sure, but maybe not for now

I'm now vibing with my style, too much

Wrote for everyday

I still feel like it's right now

And Buddha ain't got shit on me

I'm more than me, more than the beat

More than the beef

More than the-


[Chorus]

I am nothing in this

I am nothing in this

I am nothingness

There's no feeling, no emotion

There's no nothing it's a canyon

You're abysmal, understand this

There's no ego to be had, you

Keeping clothes like it's your culture

Maybe worse you're all alone

And everyone

The same as Archer:

Making jokes and killing people

Making jokes and making people

And killing people

And killing people

And maybe I am

I am nothing in this

Cuz I'm nothingness

Nothingness

Nothingness

And maybe I am ...

Nothingness

Nothingness (nothing new)

(Outro:) Ali Siddiq

I took the pill... BOOM

I'm good for about three

Four... five...no, about three MINUTES

(Outro:) Tom Cruise

But what happens with antidepressants

All it does is mask the problem, there's ways in vitamins

And through exercising

And various things

I'm not saying that isn't real, that's not what I'm saying

That's an alteration of what... what I'm saying

I'm saying that drugs aren't the answer