[Verse 1]

I'm a Hypocrite

It takes me two seconds to find out what I think another is doing wrong

But it takes me two years to find out my own mistakes and then to hopefully only catch on

I'm a Hypocrite

I want the spotlight on me but I squint and want to leave when the light on me gets too bright blinding my eyes so I cannot see

I'm a Hypocrite

Wishing for what I can't have

Reaching for what I can't grab

Not sitting for what I can't stand

Preaching joy when I just get mad

Saying I'm satisfied when I rant

Saying I've done something when I can't

I mean u probably know me, trying to think too deeply when some things are within reach

So I'm shoveling for a treasure that's not beneath

But on top

I'm getting more deeper within my thoughts when some topics should just be dropped

Even when and answer has been said, but I still just can't stop

Speaking my heart out but my ears are getting plugged

Overthinking things when I should just get over myself

What if all the things I've been telling you, I should really just be telling myself?

What if all of this is actually a call for help?

I'm a Hypocrite