You will die and I will not be able to say bye

All the time alone I had

Makes me wonder what I refuse to imagine

I should have made your pains mine?

Why I miss a time I can’t recognize?

Why do I keep messing everything?

Imma die without knowing what I loved

I do want to sleep ‘cause I know

(you know)

Tomorrow I’ll be on my own

Momma where you at it’s cold inside your heart

I want you to tell me what to do

Life’s so heavy you can help me through?

Everything went wrong today dad

Feeling like I lived forever

Please don't let me live any longer

I don’t think you deserve all this pain

Imma try it again

How could I hurt someone I loved so much?

How could you forget my touch?

What a selfish way from tear down

Gravity always pulls me down

Don’t make me have any regrets

I know I’m not at my best

Imma die with my dreams

Hope I can pass unseen

I don't want you to think

You couldn't protect me

Everyone’s worried about me

Momma didn’t grow a big boy

Momma grows a weak big boy

Momma love is a danger to her health

It’s not your fault, I didn’t mean to say that

No one have to know where I’m at

Sometimes I think the world will swallow me

Don’t make me have any regrets

I know I’m not at my best

Don’t make me have any regrets

I know I’m not at my best

Weak big boy