Released on May 17, 2019

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[Intro]

Yeah

(Ladada-dadada-da)

(Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh)


[Verse 1]

Still stuck in my head

Locked in a room with every wrong thing I've said

To scold myself again

Spent half my twenties in a coma, just waiting to die

Grasping at thin air for my purpose in life

Slept through the days, so I could suffer alone through the nights

Now I’m ashamed for wasting all my time


[Pre-Chorus]

I'm looking into the hourglass

Thoughts racing, I throw my life away again


[Chorus]

I can't get off the ground (It’s so hard to focus)

They say it's only just begun

But I still feel like I'm deteriorating

I reach, and then I drown (Does anyone notice?)

I'll cut the ties and come undone

Back to the bitter end, I'm contemplating


[Verse 2]

Don't let it bother you

Just shut it off and you'll make it through

But I could never choose

Which words to believe and how I should feel

That's how the story goes

’Cause I can’t control the demons of old that bother me

In truth, I never saw it coming

I was running and gunning for something I'll never be


[Chorus]

I can’t get off the ground (It's so hard to focus)

They say it's only just begun

But I still feel like I'm deteriorating

I reach, and then I drown (Does anyone notice?)

I’ll cut the ties and come undone

Back to the bitter end, I'm contemplating now