[Introduction]
- Do you feel alone ?
- Yeah, I do
- Do you feel blue ?
- Blue ? Always
- Do you feel like your soul is crying ?
- Always, yeah
- Do you feel dead inside ?
-Yeah, I do
[Pre-Hook]
Have you ever felt like no one could read and understand your mind and your soul ?
I've always felt like that, since I was a kid, because no one was able hear, my soul suffering and screaming loud
Aye
[Hook]
Distorsion, emotional contortion
What if my mom had an horrible abortion ?
Submersion in the Inner Death Creation
I feel locked inside of, my own mental prison
Distorsion, emotional contortion
What if my mom had an horrible abortion ?
Submersion in the Inner Death Creation
I feel locked inside of, my own mental prison
[Verse 1]
Feel like I'm dying slowly
Feel like my soul is leaving
My soul is leaving my body
Life ain't funny anymore I'm crying and I'm dying
R.I.P to my grandma
R.I.P to my uncle
R.I.P to y'all fake niggas, only Lords knows
How much I hate these fucking funerals
Reality of life got me suicidal
My inner death made me anti-social
Feel like my soul became so cold
I saw Devils trying hard to meddle
Without asking me for my approval
Anyways I'd let em take my soul
Because I can't breathe in this shitty world
Please Lord I hope you'll save me from the underworld
[Verse 1-2]
Feel like my soul became so cold
I saw Devils trying hard to meddle
Without asking me for my approval
Anyways I'd let em take my soul
[Bridge]
I'm putting flowers on my grandma's grave
Putting flowers on my grandma's grave
I'm pouring liquor on my uncle's grave
Pouring liquor on my uncle's grave
[Pre-Hook]
Have you ever felt like no one could read and understand your mind and your soul ?
Have you ever felt like no one could read and understand your mind and your soul ?
I've always felt like that, since I was a kid, because no one was able hear, my soul suffering and screaming loud
[Hook]
Distorsion, emotional contortion
What if my mom had an horrible abortion ?
Submersion in the Inner Death Creation
I feel locked inside of, my own mental prison
Distorsion, emotional contortion
What if my mom had an horrible abortion ?
Submersion in the Inner Death Creation
I feel locked inside of, my own mental prison
[Verse 2]
I know my grandma is watching me
I know my uncle is watching me
I know they both protecting me from the clouds
And sending me positive energy
Even though they're in better place
The loss, was hard to embrace
'Cause fam members, can't be replaced
Memory trace of this tragic disgrace
I swear I can't take this no more
Everyday the devil tryna knock at my door
He tryna steal my soul, by all means
And all goes awry when the reason is cease
I'm the beast stuck, in his own belly
I'm dead inside, living of my own grief
I feel dead inside, I can hear soul cry
My tears remain dry, I feel dead and alive
[Verse 2-1]
He tryna steal my soul, by all means
And all goes awry when the reason is cease
I'm the beast stuck, in his own belly
I'm dead inside, living of my own grief
[Bridge]
I'm putting flowers on my grandma's grave
Putting flowers on my grandma's grave
I'm pouring liquor on my uncle's grave
Pouring liquor on my uncle's grave