All these years I've walked with a blindfold over my eyes

I just couldn't and didn't want to face the world in reality

False perspectives lead me into the darkest state of mind

And I couldn't see the best of me

I just didn't want to see myself

I just didn't want to face myself no matter how hard I tried

Running behind while the clock is ticking twice as fast

My head is only hanging in the past

I'm such a coward

Cherishing everything I’ve ever loved

Maybe it's just a conduct to stay alive

I've always tried to save you

But it seems I just couldn't

To this very day I still feel sorry

I still feel sorry and the only one to blame is me

Running behind while the clock is ticking twice as fast

My head is only hanging in the past

I'm such a coward

Cherishing everything I've ever loved

Maybe it's just a conduct to stay alive

Finding love in the ones who already gave up on you will bring nothing but grief

The rope that I cut out of cautiousness

Before I was even able to tie it

And I'm trying to make it whole again

But I'm not sure if I will ever succeed

I'm trying to make it whole again

I'm so scared I will never succeed

Running behind while the clock is ticking twice as fast

My head is only hanging in the past

I'm such a coward

Cherishing everything I've ever loved

Maybe it's just a conduct to stay alive

I strangle myself with my thoughts

Till I'm a stranger in my own head

I strangle myself with my thoughts

Till I'm a stranger in my own head

I'm a stranger in my own head