Certainty - Intellectual

I try to keep my head up high and my eyes focused

But every time my eyelids close

This is too heavy

I can't take this any longer

I'm searching for an obligation that will never come

Every time I find myself in this state over and over again

Why don't you try to keep me alive?

Every time you just push me back

I never pictured myself between these lines

Maybe it's time to cut this off

I need to find the cure to live again

The one who is the demon, I have to face myself

I need to find the cure to live again

Keep walking on will only make it worse

Disappointment, can I ever see clear again?

Disappointment grows on and on

Disappointment, can I ever see the end?

Disappointment let me go

Feels like I'm slipping back to reality

Face first into the depth

All I see is black

Blinking with my eyes

It seems nothing has changed, nothing changed

This is reality

I need to find the cure to live again

The one who is the demon, I have to face myself

I need to find the cure to live again

Keep walking on will only make it worse

Lost in confusion

I will forever be lost in, lost in confusion

Lost in confusion

I will forever be lost in, lost in confusion

Lost inside my head

Lost inside my head again

I'm lost inside my head

There is no end in sight

Will you be my light?