[Intro]

Aye, that's an Oagz beat

[Verse 1]

Yeah

I woke up in an alleyway

Was it a Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday or Saturday?

I don't know but I'm scattered aye, I got happy on the Alizé

Looking like an Alligator when I'm snapping at a prey, yeah

I've been racking up my brain, yeah

I don't have another way, yeah

People have faith so I had to pray

No wait, is it Sunday?

Seeking the light, might leak from the sun-ray

Leaving; I run, can't flee from my demons, for fuck sake

He's seeking my soul, can't keep my control, they see it til I'm frustrated

But I can't say shit 'cause they won't believe me like "That cunt's crazy"

Thinking "Fuck, maybe I'm insane so they must restrain me

Aye, the stage is set, I'm ready and well

Taking steps to better myself before I end up in hell

The devil was an angel that got fed up and fell

'Cause he went and rebelled but I'm a rebel as well

Yeah I get you could tell, I never repent and I never would tell

I'm getting stressed from the records I sell like will I ever excel?

But I gotta thank my friends, I've been getting their help and well

Well, I've been changing lately

Still the same shit from my day-to-day

I'm dazed and laying, wish I was traded places with someone faceless

'Cause the phase degrading, yeah, that's no safe haven

In the flames I'm Hades, in the day I'm Satan

An ancient mistake, I'm afraid to make it here

But gimme a tape; the hatred

Raging razor blades in the face of haters

I've been led away but the bigger way's baited

I'm getting on track and I train every day

No radio-plays and we're changing stations

Praise the greatest, but I courageous

I'm ashamed of mistakes that I've made, I hate it

The devil ain't something you wanna play with

It's a game, nah, raising the stakes of Vegas

Lay awake for ages, I may just fade away

Debating caving in, that ain't a thing I'll just fake it

Wake at eight, the neighbours say I'm A-okay

Mate I'm just doing my thing

Yeah, so they assume it's it

Really I've been losing it

Losing grip of reality and my sanity

And I couldn't give a fuck if a rapper wanna battle me

Spin with the cavalry, kings in the back like skitzing analagy

Spit that, sick like an allergy

It's that kid from the Tassie scene that was rapping tight

And I put it on the map like a satellite gallery

How to die happily, life flies by at a rapid speed

Have a try, analyse life and the galaxies

Yeah, should I leave it at that?

Does it have a reason, or is it just a means to an end

I seriously think God's demons are angels

So what should I believe in the end?

Wait-wait, I'd better stop speaking of them

Just pretend it's easy for them

But the reaper sees over my shoulder

So cold he won't leave til the end

[Chorus]

But still I try reach for the edge

Falling, yeah I'm falling

I get too deep with the pen

Falling, yeah I'm falling

Could it be my descent?

Falling, yeah I'm falling

He's falling, yeah

I guess I'll never know peace in the end

Still I try reach for the edge

Falling, falling

Get too deep with the pen

Falling, yeah I'm falling

Could it be my descent?

Yeah, falling, yeah I'm falling

He's falling, yeah

I guess I'll never know peace in the end

[Verse 2]

Yet, I obsess over rhymes I've said

I obsess over lines and text

I obsess on the different types of styles to write

And then the timing and then the cyphers; I try my best

I obsess over all the sleepless nights

And time I spent with a pen, tyna write to rest

I might be on the spectrum, it's 9am

I stayed up all night typing as she lies in bed

I'm obsessed with her

She's my ride-or-die and my life is blessed but I'm obsess with her

Checking her phone texts, the detective work

Tryna find a light, I'm stressed inside

Depression, I get anxious

Try to hide it from my life and friends but I'm a mess

I try pretend I'm fine instead I'm dead inside and I'm obsessive

Yeah

Waste my life, I may decide if life or death's a type of test

I wanna fight against the overdose and nearly died

My fam was by my side and gave me strength to rise again

That's why I'm alive, so why do I still lie to them?

And why do I still fight my friends?

I don't know man, life's a mess

[Outro]

What does death taste like, would you like a test?

Yeah I'm falling, yeah I'm falling

I get too deep with the pen

Falling, falling

Yeah, yeah I'm falling, yeah I'm falling

Falling, yeah

Guess I'll never know peace in the end

Aye, that's an Oagz beat