Verse 1

Half assed with it, half give a shit

Half angelic, half spiritless

Half gassed up, half sick of this

Full time dickhead, part time lyricist

Ridiculous it’s a fact that I go loco

Wait till you see batskii on the coke tho

Racking up the blow so much

I might even use a packet as a logo

Travelling at light speed

Time ticking in slo-mo

Yeah I’m still an addict

Just imagine if I go sober

Would you even notice?

I’d imagine that you won’t

Will it happen

Well I hope so

Everytime I relapse

I feel my hopes crashed

An my dreams dash

Is the devil dragging me back 2 hell?

I was half way up the stairway to heavеn

Untill I crashed an fell

Feel like satans putting mе under a magic spell

I guess that’s just the remanence

Of the demonic presence that’s seeking my bloodline

I got a demon buried inside

And it’s tryna reach for the sunlight

I start speaking in toungues

Screaming out FUCK LIFE

Then start speakin like pac

Screaming out THUG LIFE

(Chorus by Raye)

Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night

I don't wanna feel how I did last night

Doctor, doctor, anything, please

Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me

Take this pain away

You're askin' me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel