[Verse 1]

Everybody that I loved, I either left or I lied

Hate to hear that I was wrong, I couldn't let go my pride

All those nights I spent alone cus' I ain't realize you're right

All those nights where I just sat there & cried

When you look in my eyes, I hope you see beyond facades I'm putting on

Besides, I'm always coming back in your life

I just hope there ain't a difference tonight

Cus' I'm tryna close that distance tonight

I know I'm gone, but I'm not lost

[Verse 2]

Dear (Scratched out)

I know it's been awhile since we last spoke

But let this be my last note, I'm happy that we met

& it's tragic that you left, I'm only mad within myself

& the fact that I've been hurting, can't imagine what you felt

So it's best that I just do this shit direct

I've been fucking up

I know I traded love for lust

& tried to fuck with such & such

There's no excuse for all that I've done

I'm just here to say I love you & it's still in the sun

You even took us to the moon too

But let me focus on the topic

I know that I was toxic

& I was too oblivious to even try & stop it

I wish I kept you safe

I wish I'd see your face

But I deserve this pain

To you