I lost my mind

So very long ago

So hard to find

Some sanity in this hole (x2)

I'm falling further

Into this pit of despair

I'm coming face to face

With everything that I fear

Is this my hell?

Or just the world I live in?

My purgatory

Made to regret my sins

My growing darkness

Slowly devours the light

There is no hope for me

Or an end in sight

Born with disease

Spreading around like flames

Fully engulfing me

Quickly throughout my brain

Growing self hatred

Formed by society

Growing self hatred

Building inside of me

Release aggression

On myself angrily

Release aggression

On those around me (x2)

I don't need help

It's what I keep telling myself (x3)

But I need help

Or I'll end up killing myself

I lost my mind

So very long ago

So hard to find

Some sanity in this hole (x4)

I keep on fighting

With no promise of peace

I keep on fighting

With this dreaded disease (x2)