Ever since I was so young

I faced the endless search of

A reason to live

A reason to fight

But this pain has no end in sight

I've reached the end of my rope

And I can't take anymore

I've lost every ounce of hope

I'm torn and broken from this war

I have come to terms

With not wanting to be alive

It's something that has always been

Extremely hard to self confide

I wake up every single night

By an evil that's trapped inside

I'm left without any drive and desire

My spirit withins a dying fire

I've done everything I could to avoid

Confrontation and all this frustration

Left here bleeding with an absense of

Motivation and dedication

I just keep lying to myself

Saying that I will be alright

I just keep lying to myself

Saying that I will do what's right

Everything I regret keeps surfacing

After my attempts to make ammends

No matter if I'm asleep or awake

My mistakes haunt me till the end

Finding myself inching closer and closer

To taking my own life

All out of selfishness and the hopefulness

That it will end my strife

As I dissolve in a puddle of tears

And speak my last words to you

Just know I tried my best

And gave it all I had

But life has me left defeated

The voice inside of me

Cannot be silenced

It's always taking over

The only way for peace

Inside of my head

Is to give myself this closure

Help me, I have no will to live

Help me, I`m too weak to go on

Help me, I have no more to give

Help me, before I`m dead and gone (x2)

Ahhh

Dead and gone (x8)