Oh how it feels to be the one you need

The salvation to all your fears

I hoped I’d find a soul to keep, was never sure

Feel like a God when you look at me

Lift you up when// you feel weak

I hold your world in my hands, shaking my bones

But i'm still crooked and i'm bent

Despite my good intent

I shout until my lungs deflate

Feel you pull away

I knew it’d be this hard

To keep you where you are

Now we’re pedaling backwards

We never choose to feel the way we feel

Circumstances lead us here

We only want to find ourselves, in anothers arms

We always want for things to go our way

It’s not black and white // it’s shades of gray

Did you believe me when I said// that I need a clean slate?

Committed acts i’d never do

For a chance at winning you

Took a cheap shot in a second

Felt rotten for a million more

Went back on words I preached

We walked on glass for weeks

Woke with remorse and grief

Wish we didn’t have to suffer

No one else would take this pain

But if i went back, I’d choose the same

Shed my old life, I want to be new again

I want to be new again

The fear of losing you is haunting me

Foolish pride has lead us here

I fear the day you find yourself, in anothers arms

My body trembles when you leave

Before I met you I was asleep

My body trembles when you leave

You’re not promised to me, why should you be?

The fear of losing you is haunting me

Foolish pride has lead us here

I fear the day you find yourself, in another's arms

The weight of losing you is crushing me

Time could harm or it could heal

I always let my temper speak, But it doesn’t speak for me

Words can't fix what selfish tears

Hands can’t handle what they break

When the colors turn red I fear I won’t see you again

I look to tomorrow for the white morning sun

And when the morning wakes our eyes/ and your gaze meets mine

And though we feel unsure of where we are, we both know

You brush the hurt from my eyes and say, “we’re going home"