[Intro]
I don't know what it is you want me to say
Who knows a year and three months from now we can try this again
But I guess right now this is goodbye
[Verse 1]
I still remember the first time that we met
A black girl with an English accent, oh yes!
Then my friend told me, "You've been slacking, we gave you a speech it's time to wake up. That British girl go and get."
So I made a drink. Poured up
Double cup. That's wassup
Then I made you laugh. Kevin Hart
Then I used that line that's always played out
"Would you like some air?" so we head out
I grabbed your ass while we made out
The party was inside, we stayed out
Then you got too drunk
Wasn't that much fun
Never saw you for a while
But I ended up seeing you again on a whole other night
Went to a party who would've knew
That you were gonnna be there too
We talked for a little bit and I told that joke nobody found funny but you
Remember summer sessions? Back of car, kept raining harder
First time I told a girl how I felt of my father
Maybe it was the alcohol
Your friends told me that you liked me, but I never called I never texted
Your patients with me grew restless
Couple months went by
I thought I'd never see you again this time
But colour party girl there you were
I went to say hi since saw you first
Small talk. "Maybe we could start again where we both left off?"
She said, "Nah"
"'Cos Tuma you're drunk
And the way you treated me was really messed up"
I said, "Girl, that was your fault"
I should not have said that
The way you yelled and the way you snapped back
Fighting tears I could tell you felt that
I was being selfish, wish I could take back
What I said
But I can't
So I kissed your lips and you kissed me back, but only for a minute
'Cos you pushed me back and said, "Tuma stop! Stop messing with my feelings"
"I can't go through all of this again"
I'm just wishing I said I liked you back then
[Verse 2]
Man I can't believe that you wrote this, I can't believe that you wrote this
And all over one girl? Your self promise man you just broke it
We do not love any of this girls, so just take this mic and just hold it
We are aiming for the whole world now is not the time to lose focus
This love thing is all bogus. When did you stop growing?
You make her laugh have some fun and then cut her off man you know this
Treat these women like objects, focus on your rap projects
Now's the time to make progress there'll be plenty of women I promise
Damn. When the hell did you get so soft?
Don't want to get hurt? Better break this off
It's like you forgot you had a broken heart
You really think that this time will be different?
Give a part of yourself to these girls, your whole heart man will go missing
Man I can't believe that you wrote this, I can't believe that you wrote this
Took a long time to heal. You're just rushing off to get broken
What about the dream? What about the team?
What about the family, nigga? Did you forget what it means?
[Hook]
Maybe one day she will be your home
Maybe one day she will be your own
Maybe this drinks a little too strong
Maybe tired of being on your own
[Verse 3]
What do you want me to say? What do you want me to say?
Do you really think if it was up to me, I'd have any of it this way?
Yes I still remember my ex, still remember the pain to this day
It hurt back then, but look at me now I'm okay
I'm doing pretty great. Doing well on my own
Just been a while since a girl that I've met made me think should I be alone
And I know we dreamed of killing this music. Nice cars, Nice home
And I know we said wouldn't fall for these girls. 'Till we set, 'till we grown
There's still a lot of girls out there Still a whole world haven't seen out there world out there
Just wanna live my life. I just wanna thrive
But I'm not gonna lie
This ain't love, but this girl's really occupied my mind
What do you want me to say? What do you want me to say?
This girl's got me thinking we could be together one day
I'm trying to build the greatest castle ever seen, but
What's a king to do without a queen, bra