Released on May 28, 2021

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[Verse 1]

There's a knot in my chest, I'm getting kind of used to it

So put a nail in my head and drain out all the sentiment

Carve your initials in me like that lone tree in the woods

It's pretty obvious I hate it here

I'd sell my soul to the devil and uproot if I could


[Pre-Chorus]

Split away from the grain

Pull my roots from the earth

I just need to feel some kind of safe

I want this to hurt


[Chorus]

Burn me down, burn me out

You left me feeling heated

Cut me out, cut me off

I'm desperate and in need of

Take it back, build me back

With a new frame

You say that I look myself, but I don't feel the same

You say that I'm still myself, but I don't feel the same


[Verse 2]

Yeah, I still pine for you, you probably already knew

And I've been scattering the needles to be less abrasive

And we've been swallowing the poison

That all this water's been laced with

You made me change when I didn't want to

Just like the seasons do


[Pre-Chorus]

I've been shedding my skin

To try to look like the others

I've been breaking my limbs

I've been so many colors (so many colors)


[Chorus]

Burn me down, burn me out

You left me feeling heated

Cut me out, cut me off

I'm desperate and in need of

Build me back, build me back

With a new frame

You say that I look myself, but I don't feel the same

You say that I'm still myself, I just don't feel the same


[Bridge]

If nature's hardest hue to hold is gold

Then I was an evergreen

You filled my life like a kaleidoscope

And I shed everything

You said the words were sure you meant them

But do you know what they mean?

Just decompress


[Outro]

You say that I look myself

You say that I look myself, but I don't feel the same

You say that I look myself, but I don't feel the same

You say that I look myself, but I don't feel the same

You say that I look myself, but I don't feel the same