[Verse 1]

Close behind

Or far ahead

So much time

Or nothing left

Play a song

Tell me something new

Play it off

Like cool kids used to do

[Pre-Chorus]

Somehow

They shut down

The city

The whole town

But I'm tired of silence

I'm trying again

[Chorus]

I want cigarettes to heal me

I want drugs that don't feel bad

I want girls to hurt my feelings

I want friends to flake on plans

I want 15,000 nights out

For the ones we never had

I want everything forever

If that's not so much to ask

[Verse 2]

Was it just

Some fever dream?

Was it enough

To be all it seemed?

It's my mistake

It's all my fault

That I can't wait

Through this all

[Pre-Chorus]

Somеhow

They shut down

The city

The wholе town

But I'm tired of silence

I'm trying again

[Chorus]

I want cigarettes to heal me

I want drugs that don't feel bad

I want girls to hurt my feelings

I want friends to flake on plans

I want 15,000 nights out

For the ones we never had

I want everything forever

If that's not so much to ask

[Instrumental Break]

[Chorus]

I want cigarettes to heal me

I want drugs that don't feel bad

I want girls to hurt my feelings

I want friends to flake on plans

I want 15,000 nights out

For the ones we never had

I want everything forever

If that's not too much to ask