I'm not trying to be dramatic

The last thing I want to be is problematic

I'm trying hard to make a habit

To stop with all the sad shit

My heads filled with static

When I have the time

Everyone's somewhere else

It doesn't matter I tried

So I'm here by my self

It's 4 am still awake

Stuck with thoughts that I hate

It doesn't change that I've been feeling like a mistake

It doesn't change that I've been feeling like a mistake

It doesn't change that I've been feeling like a mistake

Maybe if I tried my best

Maybe if I got some rest

Doesn't matter what anyone says

Maybe set some goals I guess

Maybe I wouldn't be stressed out

Maybe get dressed and go out

Maybe I address my self doubt

But the pounding in my chest is too loud

Why does everything feel drawn out

Can't help spending time with the wrong crowd

I'm lost but there's no one around

No choice but to follow the sound

The silence is deafening

As I look at the sky

I'm left here wondering

Try my best not to cry

[metraberryy]

Bury myself in the trash

I won't hang out with my friends

Though today

I'm lonely as can be

Complain that i have no cash

But I don't got a job to match

Hope someday

You'll find a use for me

Burn my dreams right down to ash

I won't ever make a splash

Go away

There's too much pressure

Write another for my stash

Cuz its too hard to finish that

It doesn't change that I've been feeling like a mistake

Burn my dreams right down to ash

I won't ever make a splash

Go away

There's too much pressure

Write another for my stash

Cuz its too hard to finish that

It doesn't change that I've been feeling like a mistake