[Verse 1]

When, where & why

The questions of my life

Wondering my time

The questions turn to cries

As I sit on the porch

Waiting for a package

My mother is no more

Suicide gifted in rations

[Chorus]

Death is real

Trust me, I would know

Any second, could be waiting

At your front door

I saw it with my own eyes

And I know that I'm next

But mine won't be televised

No one will know me when I'm dead

[Verse 2]

She left me with a note

Blood used to write the stone

Words that feel so cold

Mothers final hope

The pills lay on the floor

Right next to the corpse

She beat me to the punch

I should've been the one

[Chorus]

Death is real

Trust me, I would know

Any second, could be waiting

At your front door

I saw it with my own eyes

And I know that I'm next

But mine won't be televised

No one will know me when I'm dead

[Verse 3]

Now is not the time

To sit here & cry

Ashes on the pine

I'm mimicking your mind

I know what I'm doing's right

I can almost taste it with a bite

I'm ready to fly

Follow in the footsteps of my guide

[Outro]

My mom committed suicide

And now, it's my time