Released on January 21, 2022

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Pre-chorus:

Is this really just one single phase

Cause I am really sick of this place

Like when we were Blurryfaced with Blurryface

Or soured to Olivia's Ex's face

Chorus:

I say I hate being stuck in these phases

But my brain tells me I love all these places

I don't want to live my life without it

Will I make it without it I doubt it

I say that I hate being stuck in these phases

But my brain tells me I love all these places

I don't want to livе my life without it

Will I make it without it I doubt it

I say that I hate bеing stuck in these phases

But my brain tells me I love all these places

I don't want to live my life without it

Will I make it without it I doubt it

Verse 1:

I say I hate being stuck in this phase

Because most of the time I am afraid

I don't wanna feel normal cause normal feels wrong

Lonely days always feel much too long

Not sure why my brain hates itself

Its always hurting I just need some help

But I'm afraid to ask so I'm back to phase one

So nothing ever really gets done

People continue tearing me down

Everyday I feel like a let down

My music won't blow up today

As my mind swerves off the highway

Now it's in a ditch and I'm lower than ever

I don't ask for help, I don't want them to waste their effort

Guess I'd rather just stay undiscovered

Don't know why I choose to be so stubborn

My chest is heavy and it's hard to breathe

My pain is heavy and I'm stuck underneath

Pre-chorus:

Is this really just one single phase

Cause I am really sick of this place

Like when we were Blurryfaced with Blurryface

Or soured to Olivia's Ex's face

Chorus:

I say I hate being stuck in these phases

But my brain tells me I love all these places

I don't want to live my life without it

Will I make it without it I doubt it

I say that I hate being stuck in these phases

But my brain tells me I love all these places

I don't want to live my life without it

Will I make it without it I doubt it

I say that I hate being stuck in these phases

But my brain tells me I love all these places

I don't want to live my life without it

Will I make it without it I doubt it

Verse 2:

My head hurts too badly to sleep again

So pass me Excedrin or a pen

Either one will do, they both achieve the same thing

But until I get one it'll hurt me to think

They release the build up of pain in my brain

Can't sleep but when I do I still feel drained

I lay there for hours on end

This night just never seems to end

I just wanna rest this sleepless mind

It enjoys searching for things I can't find

I'll stay awake for a little longer

Maybe my need for sleep will grow stronger

Why is something this simple so hard

Maybe I don't wanna let down my guard

When I do I get sucked right back in

Check the clock to see how long it's been

I wanna get up and do something

But my brain still won't let me think

Pre-chorus:

Is this really just one single phase

Cause I am really sick of this place

Like when we were Blurryfaced with Blurryface

Or soured to Olivia's Ex's face

Chorus:

I say I hate being stuck in these phases

But my brain tells me I love all these places

I don't want to live my life without it

Will I make it without it I doubt it

I say I hate being stuck in these phases

But my brain tells me I love all these places

I don't want to live my life without it

Will I make it without it I doubt it

I say I hate being stuck in these phases

But my brain tells me I love all these places

I don't want to live my life without it

Will I make it without it I doubt it