[Verse]

Ayo, I look in the mirror, I don't see myself

Never went to church, never wonderin' if God could help

Only question I'm asking myself, Heaven or Hell?

That or in jail, that's where they prayin' to see me

If I leave, who gon' be the ones yellin' out "free me"?

Thought of hurtin' my mama hurtin' my heart

And I pray one day she never see me on the T.V

Oh, take it easy

Yo, I pray one day she never get the call

From the school to the block, man, I got it all

We was posted, thinking we was cool at the shopping mall

Not at all, big bro sayin' "knock it off"

Uh, I think I'm older than I am

If you ain't with me through thick and thin, I don't consider you fam

Considering my plan, thinking about my future

We sitting on 8 gram with them drugs, I'm an abuser

Yo, uh, ay

Got some cheerleading bitches tryna holler at me

Got these label..hold up

Yuh, got some cheerleading bitches tryna holler at me

Got these labels tryna get a fuckin dollar at me

But I ain't gone man, I'm used to depression

Addicted to drugs and addicted to pleasure