[Verse 1]
Looking at myself, unsure of what had happened to me?
A moment of confusion and I realised that I've dreamed
All those physical changes
Just looked so amazingly real
But I know, it couldn't be
I question my own sanity
So, I broke the bloody mirror
That eerily stood beside me
But shattering it, it didn't help
The darkness wouldn't stop to be
I tried to run away
Run away from my own past
There was no place to hide, not strong enough to fight
I just want to die
[Transition]
Killing myself, is no solution
The tears I cried, were no illusion
Ending my life, seemed just so tempting
Than I knew I´ve gone too far
[Chorus Short]
Waking up to a new life, where I cannot die inside
My escape, this gentle dream
An entity free from hurt by night
This new existence holds no pain
This fight with insanity is in vain
Falling down, left behind, dreaming of a better life
[Verse 2]
Grab my hand and see
This whole new world where I'm free
All that fear that dwells in you, is forgotten here, not to be
This other me lies there sleeping, quietly breathing
This dreamworld seems so wonderful
And you are actually too
You see me as this shadow creature
And I see you as one of the light
And though I have plenty of misfeatures, me and this world are your everything, my friend!
I'm mere imagination
But an anchor to fight your depression!
Your dark counterpart, living inside your head
Keeping you close or we both are dead
[Bridge]
I never got to know, how it feels to be cared for
I am always stuck in this mental war
I never got the chance, to voice my inner altercation
Just cause I was afraid of their reactions
People deceive me, please just leave me
I long to make their lives a living hell
Whatever I see, it makes me sad
I never felt joy in my life!
Again I'm on the brink of suicide, nobody will ever miss me
What if I'm to judge for my demise, will I ever find peace?
[Pre-Chorus]
I can't breathe
Save me please
Why is there no end
To this disease
Wake me up
End my misery
There I am
Will I be able
To free myself from this mental cage
[Chorus Long]
Waking up to a new life, where I cannot die inside
My escape, this gentle dream
An entity free from hurt by night
This new existence holds no pain
This fight with insanity is in vain
Falling down, left behind, dreaming of a better life
Hold on tight, keep the fight
Stay right here, you'll be alright
No hope in sight, in this night, I remain silent but stay alive
All alone, still deceived, my mind is closing down on me
Going crazy, not sorry, at this point I stop to worry
[Last Chorus]
Leaving life, stay alive, I don't know what's wrong or right
A fallen knife, silent cries, is this how you end a life?
My own mind, closing down
If birth's the morning. I'm at dawn
Just us two, knowing the truth
Ancient thoughts, but the face of youth
Just reached a new world
Full of old dreams and fantasies
In our lives, this crazy train, our sanity does not remain
Our minds, they're deprived
For unknown love we forever mourn
I am crazy, I am constrite, our souls are eternally torn
[Outro]
All life will once find their ends