Laugh It Off - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

At a friends house waiting for a meltdown

Really should've stayed home

Never mind, I'm here now

I don't get this, I keep acting selfish

Hoping I'm forgiven, 'cause I'm feeling so helpless

Dissociation always kills the conversation

So I start to back away, because I don't deserve the patience

And now I'm scared, because you've found a new replacement

And I don't know to face it

So I say nothing and laugh it off

'Cause I don't know how to stop

I never thought I could hold myself up

Maybe I can't

I thought nothing could go wrong

Until I lost all the friеnds who saw

I should've kept it to myself and playеd along

Could've stopped it, but I sat back and watched it

Now I'm back to how I was before you walked in

I've lost my source of happy thoughts

And now I'm waking up everyday at 3 o' clock

Thought I could make it in a world of new creations

Now I keep on getting wasted, 'cause I lost all motivation

I can't remember when you last said salutations

'Cause there's no communication

I say nothing and laugh it off

'Cause I don't know how to stop

I never thought I could hold myself up

Maybe I can't

I thought nothing could go wrong

Until I lost all the friends who saw

I should've kept it to myself and played along