Released on July 26, 2020

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"Hi, this is Jay Squared of Forever Golden, and this is HAPPY BIRTHDAY IV"

I don't what I would say if you were here

Maybe I'd wonder why you had to go out that way

Maybe I'd wonder why you had to go out that day

Maybe the wonder is wearing off

You ain't seem scared at all business as usual

9 AM in the morning turned to into funerals

Seeing my brothers face, hearing Tomeka wail

Gene was just staring at you, pushed you to no avail

I climbed upon the bed, I tried to check your pulse

Put my ear to your chest, swear that I was so close

Sheets bone dry, so you not bleeding

But then I saw the pillow, now I know you not breathing

I'll cut straight to the chase, it was stuck to your face

The image of your visage been inscripted in my brain

Death comes and goes mine come in droves

I've seen the throes, that's all I know

That's all I know

I think I miss her everyday

I think I miss her everyday

(Yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah)

I think I miss her everyday

I think I miss her everyday

(Yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah)

I think I miss her everyday

I think I miss her everyday

(Yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah)

I think I miss her everyday

I think I miss her everyday

(Yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah)

I didn't even wanna write a second verse

I know that this was way more than my second hearse

I remember the day and ye, I couldn't even cry

Ever since that day I've been feeling like I'm cursed

Now I can't give you what you deserve

Imagine searching all over the Earth

But only having words

Imagine working all of your life

Now you have to come to terms

But if I win a Grammy I'm shouting your name first

Remember the field trips? Remember the long talks?

Remember getting your cigarettes after the long walks?

I remember showing you MARILYN and though you couldn't see

The smile on my face and yours just meant the world to me

And every time I walk to Meijer I would see your grave

There's nothing more to say

Cause death comes and goes

Mine come in droves

I've seen the throes

That's all I know

That's all I know

I think I miss her everyday

I think I miss her everyday

(Yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah)

I think I miss her everyday

I think I miss her everyday

(Yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah)

I think I miss her everyday

I think I miss her everyday

(Yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah)

I think I miss her everyday

I think I miss her everyday

(Yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah)

I think I miss her everyday

I think I miss her everyday

(Yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah)

I think I miss her everyday

I think I miss her everyday

(Yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah)

I think I miss her everyday

I think I miss her everyday

(Yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah)

I think I miss her everyday

I think I miss her everyday