(Verse 1)

Highschool in class think of droppin out

But that be somethin I could never really talk about

Everybody always said it ain't an option how

I could walk up in the office sign the doc and bounce

Cuz 9th grade when the drama would rise up out

The fuckin ground like a zombie I'd walk around

And people eye me down

Its like they talk about me without givin a fuck bout what they talk about

(Chorus)

Said I been feelin like I got nobody by my side

While I be all up on my grind through early mornin late a night

And I ain't tryna justify shit

Can't provide with empty pockets

Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will fuckin stop

(Verse 2)

I grew up around an abundance of

Preppy motha fuckas never been one of em

So because I wasn't conformin

Didn't play sports or

Listen to the stuff they bump

Or rock the shit they rock

Or talk the way they talk

I was an easy target so they always pickin on me

I had to brush it off like a dusty mop

I let it slide givin time Ida got fed up

Cuz I be walkin in the hallway hearin this shit all day

There's a limit that come with the shit that yall say

People callin me a faggot for rappin and tellin me to kill myself like it don't even matter

One day I said fuck it

Threw a middle finger up

At one the bullies on the bus when I was walkin way from it

At first I was pissed that I been learnin to live with these people tellin me that I ain't worthy of shit

(Chorus 2x)

Said I been feelin like I got nobody by my side

While I be all up on my grind through early mornin late a night

And I ain't tryna justify shit

Can't provide with empty pockets

Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will fuckin stop

(Verse 3)

Then a year later same deal but I started to smoke

Chillin with my homies turned into us tryna get stoned

Fridays were the days we would always wanna buy eights so we get high then buy food to keep us full

I was smokin for a minute I dont know how often

But my mom knew I was so it was causin problems

I would always call her out like no your wrong its not a big fuckin deal I can do what I want

And I regret that shit

Soon enough a bad experience put me in depression wishin it would just end

Used to wonder was it dust but it probably wasn't

Coulda been that it was strong shit that I couldn't fuck with

So I quit

Bout 2 years later started smokin again

And the same shit happened

Landed me in therapy the first time around thankfully was already in a better program at the school the people there for me pushed for that

So I would go to class in the afternoon until Im done and graduate

All I have to say

That Ida made it too far just to throw it all away and thats the thing

Yeah we all feel lost sometimes but Im back up on the path I made

Don't give a fuck what you have to say

Makin music and improving on my craft can be challenging

But Im trying hard thats the key

(Chorus 2x)

Said I been feelin like I got nobody by my side

While I be all up on my grind through early mornin late a night

And I ain't tryna justify shit

Can't provide with empty pockets

Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will fuckin stop